5. Things That Make Me Happy

 The simplest thing that makes me happy is seeing people smiles–sincerely. Even though they didn’t smile at me, but still, it makes me happy. It’s like they give me a proof that this world is not that cruel (?). Seeing people smile always remind me that there are a lot of reason why people are happy, and I should find mine too. 

FYI, my love language is quality time (tmi : but sometimes I’ll be more likely to act of service to another people). So I always feel happy when someone can listen to anything that I said or feel. I also feel very happy when I can spend a lot of time with my family and friend (especially when they’re asking me to spend time together with 🤪). I like spending time together with them by eating together, learn something, jamming or doing a vacation. 

Everyone feels happy when they achieve something that makes them proud, like, when they hard works pay off, and so do I. It’s not about the reward actually, it’s just that satisfied feeling when you’ve done your best for something. Even though the result is not as good as your expectation, but still, I’m satisfied because I’ve struggled so much but I can pass that and did the best that I can.

But life is not always that happy, u know? Sometimes you can feel like everything in your life is ruined and everyone is ignoring you, no one cares about you, that kind of feeling when you think that you don’t deserve love in this world (ok this is too much).

If that thing happens to you, I hope you can just accept that feeling, feel that and don’t think that you’re weak. It’s okay to feel sad, broken or anything. But there’s a quote from the famous musical “The Orphan Annie” that I like, Annie said that “the sun will come out tomorrow”

Just believe that these difficult times will pass and there are a lot of great things waiting for you tomorrow 😉

(This is kinda oot but it’s okay)